I Solemnly Swear That I Am Up To No Good: Private Message to Hydra

[alt_justin]

Good morning.

I love you. Did you sleep at all last night? I say, I think I finally dropped off round about two.

But I'm not sorry we stayed out late.

Are you? I mean to say, you don't...regret what happened? What you did?

Because I wasn't...I'd not have minded if you thought--think--it was a mistake. A lovely present, mind, but.... I mean to say, after your talk with your cousin, and the books and things, if you were feeling pressure, then, I well understand. I never want you to do anything you don't bally well want to do, what?

Well. I do love you. And not just because of last night.

-J

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[alt_hydra]

I expected you might say something like this today. I slept just fine - after a while, at least - and no, I don't regret anything.

I have been feeling some pressure, but in the opposite way of what you're thinking. I suppose it's because most of what adults say make it sound as if it's wicked for a girl to desire anything at all, or that bad things are sure to happen if she does.

But then I figured out that bad things can be avoided if you decide what you want and don't want ahead of time, and if you can talk about it with the person - well, with you, I mean.

So, just so you know, that's as much as I want to do with you right now. It was a lot more interesting than I expected, really, and I'd like to try again sometime. But I might not want to do that every time, either. Maybe you could

...now I'm blushing and really hope you don't read this during your lessons!

Also, I love you too. So much!

From,
Hydra