On one hand it would be bloody useful to have someone from the Order in MLE. But you'd have to pretend you were someone like Sandoval. All the time.
And it's one thing to pretend to have the 'right' attitude and say 'mudblood' instead of muggleborn when people are listening and all the rest. Having to use the cruciatus curse on people -- that's not just words, you know?
At least Jeremy knows why. What do you think would be worse? Having to cruciate a friend, but know that at least they know why, and won't hold it against you? Or having to cruciate some poor sod for a stupid reason and not be able to tell them, 'I have to do this because I have to stay in this position so I can find out things that will let me bring down this whole awful government and put a stop to this nonsense for everyone'?
I think the second would be worse, but honestly I'm not sure I COULD cruciate a friend.
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I mean that's the thing.
On one hand it would be bloody useful to have someone from the Order in MLE. But you'd have to pretend you were someone like Sandoval. All the time.
And it's one thing to pretend to have the 'right' attitude and say 'mudblood' instead of muggleborn when people are listening and all the rest. Having to use the cruciatus curse on people -- that's not just words, you know?
At least Jeremy knows why. What do you think would be worse? Having to cruciate a friend, but know that at least they know why, and won't hold it against you? Or having to cruciate some poor sod for a stupid reason and not be able to tell them, 'I have to do this because I have to stay in this position so I can find out things that will let me bring down this whole awful government and put a stop to this nonsense for everyone'?
I think the second would be worse, but honestly I'm not sure I COULD cruciate a friend.